Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Two Months Old

Here are the results of a photo opp I did with my new baby. Gotta get those baby pics, fast, or hey grow up, BOOM!

Of course, Caelin wanted his taken as well.



"REALLY....No, go on...." I love this.

HIs cute little baby toes.

Gonna start crying soon!

Little explorer

Oh, hello there!

Cloth diaper butt :D

I love my new baby...

Friday, July 30, 2010

Blanc De Hotot, the Next Breed

Ranked #1 on the rare rabbit breed list as of May, 2010, this rabbit breed (whose name I can't pronounce!) is a VERY pretty meat/fur dual purpose animal. The fur is lustorous and has a frosty white sheen, and the eyes have a thin black band around them. I think they are simply beautiful, and as a meat/fur rabbit, will fit n nicely with my plans. Any that are not up to standard, become food!

I am particularily drawn to this rabbit because of it's beauty. I what to touch one! Lol. I think they would be a good rabbit for the pet market (although not the smallest) fun to show, because of their unique appearances, and a great addition to my fur pile.

Since I now have enough cages, I can buy a trio, and get started on my own!

If anyone has experience good or bad with these rabbits, please comment and tell me what you think!

New Cages

I bought some new cages yesterday, paid $48 for he lot, although I ended up in trouble, because everyone knew I should have asked for less. Money to pay, that is. At Any rate, I got four nice runs, 18"x18"x5', which I plan on deviding into the apropriate number of cages, and hanging in a city freindly mobile bunny barn! Pictures will, of course, be posted as I complete the project: titled, "Project, Bunny Barn!"

Saturday, July 24, 2010

The Joy of Kidlets

My sons are two, and seven weeks. I have a four year old daughter. They are the very breath of life to me. My little girl is so precocious and smart, my newborn's smiles can make anyone melt with pure happiness. But the true joy I have seen the last few days is my two year old's explosions of personhood. His joy, his fear, his anger, are all right out there. His discoveries about his world so marvelous and transparent as to almost make them your own, all over again.

His trust has not yet been broken, his safety in the world so secure, he feels absolutly free in his skin and secure in himself. I smile when he grasps concepts I deem perhaps too complex for him, I laugh when he discovers a new way to play, or to put his words together in increasingly longer and more complex sentences.

What an amazing thing to be two, to have the whole world laid out for you. You can be anyone or anything, even a cat or dog, if you choose. You have learned enough to be able to manipulate your world pretty well, and young enough for everything to be fun....

I love my little boy. :)

Wow, the HEAT!

It has been very hot today, with the temps up into the high 90's. The boys and I are roasting in our apartment, and cooling off in the bath, since we don't have any air conditioning. We tried to go to a birthday party, but the sheer heat just about did us in, and we retreated into the relative coolness of our home, to clean and relax for the day.

I am worried about how my rabbits are going to take it, as it is very warm, and I can only imagine how hot....

I gotta go refill water crocks. TTYL!

Friday, July 23, 2010

If I Want it Done Right...

I have been thinking lately about how I have been trying to have an "equal" relasionship, you know, chores, devided in half, childcare devided in half, ect, but what I have noticed is that nothing gets done with this approach. Nothing.

The dishes sit for days...the bathrooms begin to smell....the living room fills with food and the laundry piles high.

Maybe if I want it done right, I'll buck up and just do it myself.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Meet the New Stock!

 Here is an intro to my new breeders, who will began breeding the first time on January 1, 2011

This here is Delilah
Californian
doe


This is her "buddy" Aspen.
New Zealand
doe



Here is Ava
Californian
doe



This sweet little thang is Willow
NZW
doe



Meet Emma
Californian
doe



And last of the does (but certainly not least!) is Maple!
New Zealand
doe



Here is stud muffin, Mr Maverick
unpedigreed Californian
buck




And, as yet unborn, Cedar, a red New Zealand Buck.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Six Does and a Buck


Here are my rabbits! They came yesterday morning and are such pretty bunnies (not tame at all, mind you) But they will GET tame. :)I also got a our month old Cali buck, not pictured.

Friday, July 16, 2010

The Grass Really Isn't Greener

I grew up planning my escape. I wanted to leave to the big city, New York, or maybe Las Vegas. The dazzling pictures captivated me. TV glamorized it. My own life bored and frusterated me. Everyone knew what I was doing, and there was no chance to escape.

I got to the other side, and I can tell you, if the "grass" is any greener, it's because it's artificial grass carpet. The rivers are asphalt, and the wild animals in your yard are drunk men stumbling home late at night. Though the wildlife has been killed off for us to live in such packed quarters, it is much more dangerous here.

Now I am trying to break back. Back home, there is not much to do but gossip, and those words and rumors can cut deep, but you will never meet a more loyal group of people. There are some dangers, but you can let your children out in a yard. Animals are not only around, but welcomed. I want my kids to grow up loving nature and respecting animals and the cycle of life. I want my boys to learn respect, and my girls to learn hard work ethic. I want to be country again.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

My Name is Shara...

And I suffer from Rabbitosis!

I have six days before my new rabbits come to live here. I am sick with worry. I am anxious. I am pacing, stressed, and thinking about the cages I want, the babies I will have next Febuary if all goes well. I am trying to picture the size they are now, probably still cute and fluffy, I imagine, as they are young babies...just recently weaned, in fact. I try to picture what the little broken does look like, the patterns in their fur. I try to imagine my new Cali babies, the bucks and does. I want them now!

Summer is Here!

We have been having the greatest fun today playing with Caelin in the water...the hose is an amazing toy!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Up at Night

So...I am awake...at 12:54 am, cleaning my house. Lots of reason play into this. For one, I am awake. Two, the boys are both asleep. Three, My house is a mess. Laundry need washing, bathrooms need scrubbing, and my bedroom needs rearranged. My little boy clothes need sorted before wednesday, so I know what I am keeping and what I am selling/discarding. I need to know. I really want my home clean. I hate looking at it, and I hate even more OTHER people looking at it.

Two weeks till I graduate from all the extra stuff I am doing to keep my sons with me. One month till my case (possibly) closes with DHS. For the first time since I was 15 (that's 6 1/2 yrs for those of you who are counting) I will not have a case open with DHS. My own OR a child's. Sometime this next month I am going to see my daughter. I am so busy with so many things going on it's simply crazy!

So I am up at night. Cleaning.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Friday, June 25, 2010

Clover, the Mini Lop



He is the Daddy to my new litter out of Spooky. I gave him away because I decided to go with meat rabbits, maybe keeping one pet. He did make cute buns, though.

Spooky the Pet-Sized Rabbit



This rabbit has an interesting color. The rusty patches you can only see well in bright light, and she has a bit of white on her face and scattered white hairs. Anyone care to guess at breed and/or color?

She is the Mommy to my first litter, now two days old.

New Litter!

The two spotted babies are what I was breeding for. The one with the smaller saddle specifically. The black one is the smallest, and I think the runt of the litter. It get tired easy and doesn't eat as well. There are two gray ones, one of which is the largest. And a baby brown one. Maybe a tort?


MIni Lop mix bunnies, don't kinow what mama is, but man, are the little ones sweet! She had a litter of six live, healthy kits.

Monday, June 21, 2010

New Rabbits

I have met someone online that I am buying a herd of rabbits from! I am getting two bucks and six does, NZ and Cals, split down the middle! This winter I'll be able to begin breeding, and it will be 2 does, mixed breed babies, every month!

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Birthing Babies



A very important skill to have is the ability to deliver a baby yourself or assist, if it is called upon.


Babies are born all the time, and some come faster than expected (cue Tristan's crying). And if TEOTWAWKI were to arrive, you can say goodbye birth control pills, shots, and other forms of hormonal contraception. People will not stop having sex, and so babies will continue to be born. (except in the case of some chemical warfare or something similar....)


Someone will have to assist the terrified, pregnant women who have been indoctrinated to believe that pregnancy and childbirth are a scary, deadly in half of the cases, proposition. If you are rural or there is a massive die-off, you may end up being the only person knowledgable about birthing, and possibly the only person period. Perhaps you are alone delivering your own child.


Make it a priority (male or female) to learn basic birthing practices, and buy (and study) the book Emergency Childbirth. It could come in handy some day.

Bathing in Minimal Water

So, while I am looking into ways to save my family (and stay happy) should SHTF, I have realized there will no longer be half an hour showers, or baths that fill up the ENTIRE bathtub  water for the free taking. There may be a terrible shortage of water. How will we stay clean?!!

Enter the sponge bath.

Now, most people don't realize this, but it is not vital to use soap in daily bathing rituals, and if we were to cut down on that, we would also save money on lotion and other products. Water and a washrag (if that) is a great cleaning routine by itself. Now, if all you have is a small bowlful of water, you will have to be careful what you wash in what order. You won't want to wash your bottom before you clean your face, for example. Here is my sponge bath routine....sans soap (since I may not have water to rinse well afterward).

Breasts, belly, back. These places are covered and so basically clean, except for sweat and body oils.
Face, neck, arms. Next in line as basically clean, but exposed to dirt.
Hands, legs, feet. Probably the dirtiest places so saved for almost last. The only "dirtier" place is....
Genital area. Front, then back. If you have two rags, it may be good to use one on the womans "front" when the water is clean and new, but if there is only one, I am cleaning the rest of me first.

About Me

What is your name?
Shara

Do you believe in true love?
Yes I am married to him :)

How many kids do you have/want?
3/10

What is your perfect habitat?
Forest by a spring, and a meadow with sun.

What is your favorite Color?
I don't know, but I think green right now.

Where do you like to eat?
In front of the computer, but am working on changing to the kitchen table.

How old are you?
21

If you could be anything in the world, what would it be?
A farm wife with loads of babies...

How do you want to affect the world?
I would like to influece people to change the way they veiw food, and inspire people to be more self suffieciant, no matter where they live.

Hiding Your Rabbits...Secrecy

If you live in a pet-friendly complex, you may not have to worry about hiding your rabbits, or at least not the fact that you have a couple. This makes it easier. It helps to explain the fact that you have rabbit food, and if you have a balcony you may even be able to put a couple out there, maybe rotate them.

But maybe you live in a complex with a strict no-pet policy. It may be wise to not have pets at all in this case, or maybe you can ask your doctor to prescribe you a pair of rabbits. If a Dr. prescribes them, there is nothing the owners can do, but let you have them. This is probably the best way, although they won't want you to breed them (probably no complex is going to be okay with THAT) so you will still need to keep the babies on the down low.

But this is about hiding your rabbits. Period.

Rule #1 in getting away with animals in a no-pet complex...NO ONE can know about them. If you let neighbors in on your secret, eventually they will also get pets, and when someone gets caught, you can bet your sweet ass that your name will pop up. I know this from experience. In my case, the manager knew I had animals (ferrets, to be exact) and was totally okay with it, but the complex had a no-pet policy, so it was on the down low. A couple of people found out, and then someone else came up with ferrets, and yet another person reported THEM. When they were told they had to get rid of them, they threatened to blow the whistle on me (and did). The managers played stupid to the owners about my animals, and I was forced to find new homes for ALL my pets. Lesson learned.

Of course, this is going to be easier said than done. With my ferrets, I kept them in my living room, and so everyone that visited knew about them. I now live in a townhouse apartment, and my rabbits are kept not only upstairs (where I don't typically invite people anyways) but in a bedroom, so I can shut the door on them if need be, and thus no one is the wiser. Now the biggest problem I have is keeping my own big mouth shut and remembering that no one else is supposed to know about them. Disposing of the poop, and bringing food also pose potential problems. Keep these in mind when planning your rabbits...and remeber to think about people peeking through windows. Plan your cages around that as well.

More to come....

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Cleaner Homes, One Night at a Time


I have the bad habit of not cleaning when the kids are up. It's so hard. My toddler, for example, is the King of Helping Out, and wants to involve himself in anything I happen to be trying to do. My newborn just wants to be held.

But Caelin. The Helper. He loves to cook, mop, wash dishes, and clean windows. Never mind that he is only two and doesn't do so good a job....never mind that he is making more work for me, and half the time his brother is crying for food when Caelin desides to "help". He honestly thinks that his input is valuable. He really doesn't get that I could have it done better, faster, without him. He is heartbroken if I tell him to go away and play. So I clean while he is asleep.

Now, the house can nget in quite the disaray while I wait for the energy and time to clean my home. Most days I feel very accoplished if I can manage to get meals on the table and the kitchen mopped. Laundry gets washed, but seldom folded. When I do fold it, it never makes it upstairs, and I end up washing clean clothes because I can't remember what is dirty.

Tonight is a cleaning night. The kitchen is cleaned, the laundry folded. I am washing bedding, which smells like pee. Eew. The baby is sleeping, and I know tommorrow I will be exhausted. But at least the house will be cleaner. Maybe this time I can maintain, and in a week or two, when I have the energy, I will stay up again, and clean more of the house. Maybe, if I am really good about it, I can eventually get my whole house spotless, and even keep it that way.

Maybe.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Learning To be a Mommy

Eight days ago I had a little boy. His name is Tristan, and he joins his older brother, Caelin, and has an even older sister, Rebecca. I have been a "mommy" for years now, and even as a kid, I watched my own brothers and sisters...so it's not like I am new to the mothering business.

But with Tristan's birth, something changed. I went from being a mom (as in, someone who had given birth and was taking care of a child) to being a mommy. I now look at my boys, and I feel like a mommy to them. I look at my house (even when no one is expected) and I feel a level of shame that I had not experienced before. I look at my almost empty cupboards and wonder what would I do if I were to lose all ability to purchase foods for my family. I look at the three guys living with me, and feel like a family.

I am aware now of so many shortcomings and I see now so many places where I could (and need to) improve. Bedtime, mealtime, bibletime. We haven't been acting like a family so much as roommates that all live together. I had no idea at all,, but now I can see the difference in how I need to be, and I have the motivation to achieve it.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

New Schedules

I am trying to get in the habit of better habits :) and it is not going so well :(. I got up very early (for me) this morning and plan on cleaning the rest of my house today and setting everything up to be ready when my mom is in town. Oh, yeah, and for when the baby is born, which should be anytime now. I keep forgetting about that part. :D

I am nine days overdue now, and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight. No real contractions, no nothing. Each day my stretch marks are a bit longer, a touch redder. Every day, people comment on my "not popped" status. Very interesting, but no, I have not popped, yet.

And nope, I still don't know what the baby is yet. I'll know soon, though.

And in the meantime I can try and screw up our schedules in the interest of health and happiness...

Meat Adversion


How many people do you know who gladly eat meat in the form of hamburger or chicken thighs, even hotdogs and sausage, but are repulsed by the idea of eating dog or snails or horse? You may very well be one of those people.

An article on FOXNews says:

"They're really mellow like a dog. They like to be brushed and are very sociable � they will come if you call them," he said.
Sowers said the cows love people � and that the feeling is mutual. He's had buyers take the li�l animals back to homes from Florida to Hawaii.

"They're real people-oriented animals," Sowers said. "They have a wonderful disposition. And I found that there's a lot of people who want little cows for pets."
They can also be taught tricks. One man trained one of his cows to lie down while another one leaps over it, Pillard said.

"Cattle are smarter than people think," he said.
And cheaper. Pillar said it costs only about $30 a month to keep a mini cow in hay in winter. In the summer, as long as you've got grass in the yard, your cow will feed itself for free �and keep your lawn trimmed.

But don't count on having your little bovine friend curling up at your feet like a cat or dog: Miniature cows are not indoor animals.

"They don't take up a lot of room, but they're still large animals and still weigh quite a bit," Pillard said. "I don't know if they could be housetrained."

There are, however, a couple of pretty impressive benefits to miniature cows that even a cuddly puppy can't match.

"They can produce up to two gallons of milk a day, just enough for a small family to meet their needs as far as milk goes," Pillard said.



Chickens can be kept indoors, and there are even many patterns for chicken diapers, so that the animals don't poop in the house. Or rather, so that their poop is contained. People have specifically bred pot bellied pigs as companions, not that they are any more intelligent than their counterparts destined for your MC Donald's sausage patty, but look different, much like different breeds of dogs look different.

So why the aversions? Is it possible that the same creatures we are used to and love could serve as double duty creatures? All too possible, actually. Rabbit meat is extremely healthy and eco-aware, being easy on the earth to feed and house many rabbits. Shelters are packed with healthy dogs and cats that are euthanized everyday, only because no one has wanted to adopt them. About four million cats and dogs are put down every year, or one every eight seconds. That could feed alot of hungry people. Of course

In the last census, there were about 297,831,960 people in the US. In order for that all the dogs and cats to be saved from shelters (only the ones that are put down) four million cats and dogs would have to find a home EACH YEAR. That's in ADDITION to all the pets already, and all the animals who are abused, neglected, and is not counting strays. Look at horses. I see horses on Craigslist that are free. Not because they are bad horses, but because their owners can no longer afford them. Those horses would make great cheap meat.

Don't get me wrong, I don't really believe that culture can get over this hang up about certain animals, but I think we should question it. I think that it makes no sense at all, when the animals that we do eat are also sweet, intelligent creatures, and we eat them all. Maybe we should think about it.

Monday, May 31, 2010

Clothing List


I think that a decent quality of clothing is more important than the actual amount, so if TSHTF, I would pack minimal clothing requirements. The basics include warm stuff, cooler stuff, and stuff to wash and dry them with.

Women's and girl's wardrobe:
Two or three Dark colored dresses apiece.
Two sets of bloomers for warmth
Two Slips
Three Aprons
Socks
Undies
One pair of shoes
One pair of sandals

Men's and boys wardrobe:
Two pairs of pants
Four Shirts (2 long, one or two short)
One pair of shorts
Socks
Undies
Shoes
Sandals

Sandals are optional to me, and I realize that you could get by on less than this, and some people may want a pair of pants for the women. I tend to think that pants would be unnecessary, but it is each person's choice, and I am a bit out of the mainstream. The reason I chose dresses for women was that we tend to fluctuate in our weight quite a bit (pregnancy and such) and dresses are much more forgiving of that fact.

Something else to consider is a decent amount of extra fabric in spare, for patches and clothes that will inevitably wear out.

List of Hygiene Items

Hygiene Items are important, and will be even more so once TSHTF. Here is a list of things I think would be important to stock up on.

Fabric for toilet paper
Cloth feminine pads
Cloth diapers
Cheap soap
Washrags
Rubbing alcohol
Hydrogen Peroxide
Water
Big Basin or bucket
Toothbrushes
Hair Bands
Shampoo

Predictions for 2010

Dire predictions from many different people for the end of 2010....

Should we listen? should we prepare? I think it's foolishness if we don't think about it....

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Kid's Behavior


Behavior is a very important thing to notice and work on in your young child. Have you ever wondered how Native Americans kept their children safe? They taught them to behave from infancy. I am not an expert in how they did this, but when it was important for children to be quiet, like if they were hiding from someone, they were very quiet. If a baby cried, it could give the position of the tribe away and lead aggressors straight to them. In a survival situation (or even just walking down the street) it is very important that your children will obey you right away. Even in today's world, when we are so safe and content, children are kidnapped, ran over in the road, and drown. It is possible to train even the youngest toddlers to obey you, the first time, and it is important that you care enough for your children that you train them in such a way.

Don't make it a scary thing, just have them always obey you. Not after you count to three, not once you've asked four times. The first time.

4 Important Skills to Learn

There are skills that most of us don't have, especially if we hail from the city. Some skills will be very useful, some almost vital in an TEOTWAWKI situation. Here is a short list to get you started.

1. Foraging. What plants and weeds grow naturally around your home and neighborhood that are edible? Around here, we have dandelion, common plantain, cherries, burdock, clover, pine trees, wild onions, and others that I am just learning about. Learn what plants are available to you, how to prepare them, and experiment with eating them.

2. First Aid. Do you know how to administer basic first aid? You should learn and become confidant now. Remember that first aid techniques are often different for infants and young children. Stock up on any medical supplies you can, and LEARN about different medicines.

3. Fire. It could very well be vital that you know how to build a fire. Chances are good that electricity will be gone, tempararily or for good, and being able to build and maintain a fire independant of lighters and matches could save your life. There are many different kinds of fires, as well, and it would be a good thing to learn the differences and how to maintain them.

4. Self Defence. Especially in the case of urbanites in trouble, there will be looting and pillaging. Hopfully, you kept your mouth shut about exactly what you were doing and for the most part people will leave you alone, but you need to be able to defend yourself. Taking self defence classes and learning how to use a gun safely are good things to do.

Infant Survival


Lots of babies are born every year, and in the case of a disaster, many will be affected. There will be pregnant women, women in labor, newborn babies, older babies. These will be some of the most vulnerable people on earth in times of crisis. How can parents prepare to protect themselves and their youngest children in case of an emergency?

Pregnant women.

In the throes of a disaster, I imagine pregnancy will be put on the back burner. It will be very important for pregnant women to have adequate shelter, food, and water, but whether or not they actually have these things is not something anyone (besides the woman herself and her family) is likely to be focused on. Obviously, she should be the person making sure she knows how to purify water, and have a backup of safe foods. Knowledge of foraging is always great, but for a pregnant woman is even more important, to ensure she doesn't eat plants that could cause problems in her unborn baby.
Any woman who is pregnant should have a good basic knowledge of birth, the signs of labor, and what to do with the baby, in case she is the only one around when the baby is born. Some babies need help to breathe at birth, and some babies have other needs. All pregnant women, in fact, all women period, should learn what they can about the process of birth and how to help when needed.

Women in Labor.

Women in labor are going to have an especially hard time. This woman needs to be in a safe place, either alone or with someone who knows what they are doing. Birth is usually fairly simple, and if in doubt, a good policy is "hands off". A woman's body is designed to birth, and while there are emergencies, and problems do occur, the vast majority of women can and would give birth just fine if they needed to.

Newborns and Young Infants.

The biggest fear for newborns would be an infection of the umbilical cord, or if for some reason a baby were separated from it's mother. Death of mom would be a particularly tragic happening and is beyond the short scope of this article. It is vitally important that young infants are fed often, and this piece of their care can be incredibly easy, or incredibly difficult, depending on whether the mother nurses her baby.

It is probably going to be vital for the survival of our babies that they are breastfed. Formula is fine in a world where there is a clean, steady supply of water, but it is lethal in places where the water supply is contaminated. There will be many women who have young babies who have only been bottle fed if and when SHTF, but those mothers do have a chance to save their children. Even men can and do produce milk given enough nipple stimulation, so a mother who chose to dry up could begin again to nurse. My advice is nurse your babies from the beginning, anyways. There are many benefits to it, even in modern America, and in the case of disaster, it could mean the difference between life and death.

Diapers are something that will be in high demand, and I imagine that people will begin to hoard them, and change them less often than is necessary for rashes to stay away. I would suggest that people learn about natural infant hygiene, or elimination communication, in case they may need to forgo diapers altogether. Also, learn about different absorbent materials you could use instead of diapers. Make mental notes where you can get them, but don't expect too much. EC would be my personal choice.

As for baby getting big and needing to begin solids, baby food isn't so vital after all. Many babies in many countries don't eat solid foods until they are a year, and in the case of a breastfed baby, this is perfectly acceptable. If you found yourself having to provide mash for your little one to eat for whatever reason, you can chew it yourself first, and then give it to your baby.





Of course, this is only some things I thought of, to get you started. Many other things that you need to consider for yourself include transportation, sleeping arrangements, long term schooling, and any other number of baby related issues. Educate yourself and become the best prepared parent (or parent to be) you can.

And remember, there will be orphans and young kids that need your help, not just your own. Is there anyways you could plan for a few more children than you have already? And even if you are currently on birth control, it could easily go away, or run out. What would your new situation be and how could you plan to survive in case of an unexpected pregnancy? Lots of thing s to think about.

Why Rabbits?

1. Rabbits take up very little space.

2. They are easy to hide in an apartment that may not be animal friendly.

3.They can eat scraps and grass and do well, and the pellets are not expensive if bought from a feed store.

4. Butcher time is minimal.

5. One doe can produce double her weight in meat every three months or so.

6. You can sell any extras as pets.

7. They are cute, and the breeders make lovely pets for your children.